Sunday, April 05, 2009
this is probably the first time in my twenty yrs that im feeling so troubled and unsettled.
everything seems to happen simultaneously and im suffocating~~~
exams are coming real soon and im so unprepared!
there are endless stuffs and materials to study but i still have not even completed my lecture notes which are the minimal.
let's see if i even manage to score 2 digits for my prelims paper when i get them back next week.
UOL revision workshop started last weekend and the whole school is filled with this exams atmosphere where you see people studying everywhere.
seriously, i will be satisfied if i can just clear all my modules.
im not greedy, so pls grant my wish.
im still pondering whether i should celebrate my 21st anot! there all so many concerns that made me not wanting to celeb it anymore. but it's like a once in a lifetime thingy uh?!
firstly, i will have to celebrate it some where in between my exams period.
secondly, i wanna back out after i think about the no. of things to prepare for the party - invitations, food, place and etc... altho. most of the stuffs won't be done by me, but i dont feel good having my family to go thrgh the trouble for me.
thirdly, there are some uncertainties............................ which even me myself is unsure of.
anyway, if i hv decided to celeb it, i will be celebrating it like how my cousins celebrated theirs.
dun expect anything fanciful or so eva, its just the usuals.
i wanted to come up with something NEW, but NEW ideas are often costly.
oh btw, im planning to go for a photoshoot somewhere this year, any babes interested?
i think it is worth keeping your youth before you realise that you are getting too old for everthing. =//
bad news...... grandma is still hospitalized and her condition is unstable still.
we nv expect the condition to be so critical and it all happened within a few weeks. =(
i felt bad that im not visiting her frequently becos of revision classes.
she seems to be in pain, and i know that it will prob be tough even if she awakes.
But i hope that she will be able to pull through the current state.
i have a long list of things to do which i cnt wait to execute after my exams.
look out for my next post on 21st May (last day of exams) !!!
everything seems to happen simultaneously and im suffocating~~~
exams are coming real soon and im so unprepared!
there are endless stuffs and materials to study but i still have not even completed my lecture notes which are the minimal.
let's see if i even manage to score 2 digits for my prelims paper when i get them back next week.
UOL revision workshop started last weekend and the whole school is filled with this exams atmosphere where you see people studying everywhere.
seriously, i will be satisfied if i can just clear all my modules.
im not greedy, so pls grant my wish.
im still pondering whether i should celebrate my 21st anot! there all so many concerns that made me not wanting to celeb it anymore. but it's like a once in a lifetime thingy uh?!
firstly, i will have to celebrate it some where in between my exams period.
secondly, i wanna back out after i think about the no. of things to prepare for the party - invitations, food, place and etc... altho. most of the stuffs won't be done by me, but i dont feel good having my family to go thrgh the trouble for me.
thirdly, there are some uncertainties............................ which even me myself is unsure of.
anyway, if i hv decided to celeb it, i will be celebrating it like how my cousins celebrated theirs.
dun expect anything fanciful or so eva, its just the usuals.
i wanted to come up with something NEW, but NEW ideas are often costly.
oh btw, im planning to go for a photoshoot somewhere this year, any babes interested?
i think it is worth keeping your youth before you realise that you are getting too old for everthing. =//
bad news...... grandma is still hospitalized and her condition is unstable still.
we nv expect the condition to be so critical and it all happened within a few weeks. =(
i felt bad that im not visiting her frequently becos of revision classes.
she seems to be in pain, and i know that it will prob be tough even if she awakes.
But i hope that she will be able to pull through the current state.
i have a long list of things to do which i cnt wait to execute after my exams.
look out for my next post on 21st May (last day of exams) !!!
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